Self-Indulgence, Ego and Perpetual War

Childhood memories hold a jumble of unrelated mental blurbs, everything from certain toys you had or bad cases of poison ivy, to curiosities about photos in your parents albums.
Vividly I can only imagine now, what memories and unforgettable times my parents surely had in Manila during WWII. This photo is of my father standing with another American officer and an Australian (on the plane itself) which had already been ransacked for mementos by other servicemen. In the Army medical corps, my father dealt with water sanitation for his unit and the unmentionable STD's (which he did speak to me about when I was old enough). But other than a total disdain for war in a general sense, he did not want to speak about the war - period.
Later years when Viet Nam was happening, both my parents spoke with horror of the realities Churchill had spoken of - that we would be doomed, and in fact repeating past mistakes, in going into other wars in the first place. Both parents questioned the necessity of that war - and my mother of course questioned the war in Iraq from it's start.
Weekly I sigh at hearing callers to C-span, with anger in their voices, shaming others in this country for "not supporting the troops" and other such admonishments. Even though we have all repeatedly stated that our non-support of "war" has NO connection to a "non-support of troops"... still these misperceptions persist. And as Eisenhower said - it is our military industrial complex - combined with a throughly entrenched corporate culture supporting only the greed and avarice of a few people now holding all the straws - that has emptied our coffers, as well as sucked up oil resources (as if Hummers and tanks don't abuse gasoline?).
So we consider engaging in Iran - and/or engaging in the Georgia/Russia fracas? What can we be thinking? The country is bankrupt - everything from the housing debacle (pushed by legislation loosening regulations on the banking industry brought to you by the likes of Phil Gramm started during the Reagan administration), to the nearly bereft of all logic - tax laws allowing most corporations to pay 0 or minuscule taxes.
And yet those very military/industrial folks and their mindsets still seem to believe that when we no longer have a middle-class to pay taxes (since we are paying more of them than any other group)...that things will still be fine? Except for the corporate farmers, our mom & pop farmers are going belly-up in huge numbers. We have horrid numbers of people forced to swallow their remaining pride and apply for food stamps - the food banks are mostly empty and struggling besides? What is wrong with everyone. Open your eyes!! Except for writing down my total disdain for what is happening, has happened, and what is being proposed...and always voting - as always it is the people in power who have to make changes! We need a total change. And at this late date we have to put our own country to rights starting with bringing jobs back home, creating a healthcare system for everyone, and working out how to care for all the veterans and their lives that have been wrecked by the greed and avarice of the men at the top. All this without even mentioning the total decimation of the country of Iraq and the millions of lives we have brought to an end. Lastly do we really BELIEVE we have any right to tell Russia what to do, after the things we have done in Viet Nam and in Iraq? As a nation we are overdue to connect the dots from what have been our own actions/reactions...and the fiscal and psychological results both abroad and at home.

Can You Hear Me Now? Liars, con men & creeps

When my mother's pension fund sent a notice through of a considerable lowering of her monthly income several months back, it nearly hit dead-on, the expected raise in rates of the nursing home. That sum now equals about $7k per month, without medications or other extras, or her medicare and insurance premiums. We are 3/4 the way through year four now.

lalalalala So many people are STILL not listening. lalalalala Like many other bloggers, I started tuning in and reading through massive financial blogs in order to keep my own head above the sand. Personally I would prefer to have an idea whether or not tomorrow was the day my arse was being blown to smithereens...so I can cover my eyes, or attempt to hobble away with my bad knee joints! Apparently far too many other folks - are in the ostrich category.

Except for Democracy Now! and the world of bloggers, the media by and large are still covering piffle including the latest advice about how to invest your money for retirement. ALL of the people I count as friends, do not have any spare dollars to invest, in anything. Many are early retired and struggling to work out how to keep "some kind of" health insurance - or how to plan for next winter's heating bills. I fall in this category and have lived with being uninsured or under-insured most of my mostly-working life.

The yachts at the club near my building, stayed moored at their slips all Spring and Summer - few ever were out cruising the bay. Most of the Spring and Summer for my friends and family brought a reassessment of current finances and a cutting of most unessential expenditures. I've been shopping at the Dollar Store and Wally World since 2002 when I lost my last job...so I've been ready a long time. However,

Sitting on one's yacht, bobbing about moored at a slip, still beats what July 08 brought to me personally. Through a friend here I was introduced to a man, she thought, she knew well. Divorced, grown children - and a seemingly good sense of humor - he seemed a possible person to date and/or have fun with - back in March that is. It's end of July now and he's done a runner, catching me completely off guard. Since I refuse to be victimized (which is how I feel) I will give him some press here. Women of Maine watch out for a 61 year old man from Scarborough who frequents and buys/sells toys at the flea markets in and around the area. He swore not only that he loved me - but that he would be faithful - and never ever leave me.

He runs on his monthly cash - having no credit cards - and at tax time - did not have his money to pay his taxes. Like the new partner and woman in his life I thought I was - I loaned him the money. Yes - he did pay it back. But I now suspect that is just "part of his routine": to gradually gain the woman's confidence and then, take financial advantage. To me directly, he spoke of other women he had been involved with - including intimate details about them that no one would wish publicized. As his partner, to be told these kinds of details I viewed as very unwell...and I did tell him that because he also seemed to find his revelations about these other women, funny somehow. His habits and behavior was often very coarse and I was trying to steel my way through much of this, thinking he had been alone quite a while.

He habits not only the flea markets but sales and also goes to regular church suppers (often with one of his mature sons) - always trying to find gold or silver to purchase -- and toys. He's mostly bald, over six feet tall and wears ball caps with I BUY TOYS emblazoned on the cap. From the bottom of my heart I believe he is a very practiced and artful con man. He is also quite a creep. No one swears love and devotion and constancy and walks out on someone they have declared a "partner", without ever even having a proper good talk with the person - except someone who fits into one of those categories. Be aware and be warned. Don't play ostrich regarding your life.

First Outdoor Concert Nearby

Lovely night out tonight - and a free outdoor concert with a great band! I was happy to sit and listen to the music from my folding chair nestled under a large tree - breeze blowing.
Naturally I had just settled when a 6'4" man, wife and children settled in front of me - replacing the first group with two boys...one of whom is NOT going to be a music lover I fear. I did manage to grab a photo of him with his response when the band started (and, it was not loud -- those of us that lived the 60's know what LOUD is)! His parents had to hustle away... to some safe location.
This will be the summer I think for most here in AmEreeKa because traveling to former preferred locations ain't an option any more. It could still have been if those same folks did not own Hummers or Cheby SubURbeens and the like. And if those same folks were not expectating on the crude prices this next winter!! Eeech. At least my somber childhood prepared me for now - that's the good part in my case.

Sunrise, Sunset??... end of our culture

This is a sunrise - from today, here. However I feel it is a sunset we are watching as a nation, when I see such fragmented statements as those made recently in public forums by politicians - about this heinous war.

As a people we seem unable to "connect the dots" - we forget past quotes and comments, we fail to look at the actual decisions of the same people we elect to public office. Keith Olbermann this week once again tore apart one of the people running for office of President, and showed film clips of his various remarks dating back to 2002 - clearly showing the utter obfuscations of those remarks - coupled with the hubris of a statement made regarding the unimportance of lives lost in Iraq...when viewing the "overall" picture and future!! gained from having, this war.

The public here has not thought clearly for decades it seems to me and I shudder to think about what these future years will bring in a nation where the middle-class has disappeared - the poor are becoming poorer... and we blow and burn our money on senseless marketing campaigns for the campaigns of people who should (at best) be sitting home playing checkers. Everything here is about nothing other than money and power and greed/avarice and $175 hamburgers. What bull.

Eliot Spitzer

Honestly!! With my varied and sometimes more than I would have wanted, experience - I am sick to death of men and their sh*tty behavior!!! Eliot really. My mind waxed off to what could possibly be worth between $3 and $5k an hour?? much less $31,000/day!!! Back when I had a man in my life who really did scatter my acorns, there was little I would not have done for him - or learned, in order to keep him sexually in MY bed. So sad.


Then my mind placed Sir Eliot in a set of those leather straps with metal studding - head cage and all... either whip in hand - or being bent over and whipped by a female in full gear. Somewhere between the Dominatrix Room - and the Matrix!! Ride me baby. Now what would make anyone do things like that, when they have managed to cull hundreds of thousands of dollars from supporters and go through election cycles and attained a position loaded with power and paid handsomely? His wife is a beautiful woman in appearance and no doubt well educated and without question a person who is interesting? And yet?

What is the H the matter with everyone? anyhow. And the Presidenital election cycle is equally disgusting - as if someone whose husband was in office 8 years - and who was part of the those who voted for the war in Iraq and also - was in favor of the trade agreements - should have a right to attain and be voted into - that same office?? The public isn't thinking either it seems and the woman is (in my mind) quite possibly another one who could very well wear one of those strappy outfits too!! Not a pretty picture. I've worked for lots of females like that sadly. Bullies with not one fragment of female gentility remaining in them.

McCain?? hmmm well coming from a deeply military family and part of the Washington gravy train - how would someone like that be equipped to bring about fiscal responsibility to D.C. - much less care to restore the social programs this country so desperately needs? Feels more and more everything is spinning out of control.

Shafta NAFTA

We are so "shafted"!!! While doing a bit of research regarding the new fluorescent light bulbs, I came across the site linked here regarding some facts on NAFTA ... because besides the bulbs, I was responding to a comment online addressing the safety (mercury) issues with the bulbs - and also spoke about the government mandate and use of MTBE in gasoline!!

While with an engineering firm in another state in 1996-1999 I was there when the first problems with MTBE in the groundwater and wells in that same area - became known. These engineers were THE engineers for the local water authorities not only in my county - but for several of the surrounding counties. Typing the actual reports on the status of the local water supplies, I pointedly asked direct questions of the few engineers WILLING to discuss this heinous situation. Each in turn said that all the chemists and scientists KNEW how lethal this additive was, as well as what a high level carcinogen, it was!!! They also said that MTBE could not be 'completely' filtered out, at least as far as the capabilities of the filtration systems that existed then were concerned.

So here we are now - and the public having become more aware of the total lack of oversight regarding public health and safety, now wants to NOT segue into use of these fluorescent bulbs due to their mercury content. Logical - however it is more than likely that the hubbub about the bulbs is directly related to the companies! that produce the OLD bulbs, not wanting to retool their company - than with public safety. Money governs all decisions it seems!!

I would suggest everyone go to this site with information on NAFTA - and see how a Canadian company that produces MTBE - helped leverage it's use here - and how NAFTA is also setup to provide easy access to lawsuits back and forth between the U.S., Canada, Mexico - and the World Bank - who oversees many of the lawsuits (IS THIS A "CIRCLE JERK" OR WHAT???) -- and

Carry on. We need to rethink - and not only with changes in Washington at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue, we also need to completely 'clean house' in the Senate and House - and put the public's welfare - back in as PRIORITY 1 which includes the DEP, the FDA, HUD and all agencies. This will mean rescinding the corrupt laws that exist, and in my view - demolition of all the trade agreements and
laws that have allowed OFF-SHORING of our entire job base. Employ Americans First!!
(which is not - in any way - a swipe at alien or immigrant workers, their own need to work or earn a living!!)

Create new jobs ... through clean environmental products, real standards of public safety first. A new WPA - fixing schools and the rest of our infrastructure, cleanup our food supply, the safety of our medications and on and on. I am not - as usual - holding my breath.

http://www.mindfully.org/WTO/NAFTA-Powerful-Secret.htm

Realtors...next to Politicians? Who is the bigger liar?

Dance of the 7 Veils... Veiled in Stupidity

Sword to shoulder with an expression like a gargoyle, oh brother! Sadly our witless leader does not realize that after this Sword dance, comes an escorted trip to the chambers of the harem and instructions on changing into women's dancing garb.
Then, the dance of the 7 veils (which Herodias's daughter in the Bible was supposed to have participated), will ensue for everyone's entertainment. He'll have nothing on Salome. However, NOW the big party REALLY starts when the Dance of the 7 Veils is completed and he's ushered into the tent of the leader, and ... um, boinked (wishing I dared used the more visceral term here)!!!
Clueless. Our leadership can't even speak a complete sentence and our foreign policy is based on neither intelligence nor education about either Middle Eastern, or Asian cultures (much less customs) and we are now sandwiched between the two - with them holding, all the gold. And among cultures, both are infamous for their ruthlessness. Oh my gawd.

Dennis Kucinich & ABC News

Kiss my hand said the princess? Citronella was what I named a doll I had as a child since I could not say the Disney name for the proverbial cartoon character. Oddly even a truckload of citronella candles could not hold off the mosquitoes that should be buzzing around this weekend's Democratic debate since ABC has seen fit to 'disallow' Dennis Kucinich's participation.

Surely we have all become rats on the runway of life if the only information provided to us regularly (and worse yet, important to us) is Brittany's latest escapade or what's "in" in Paris. We could not be at a more crucial moment in the history of this country and the news is not reaching the public -- unless that is, an individual has a computer and looks at sites other than TMZ or ones carrying porno movie downloads.

When folks think it's acceptable for Chuck Norris to be in the group photo behind a Presidential candidate, I mentally wax off to edit my shopping lists. Nothing is making any sense. World affairs are messier by the minute and this is what is on the telly?? OMG OMG

We need the Big Top and circus music and some weird clowns...

Mortgage Mendacity

December. Holiday time? Hard to feel the "joy" of the holidays when your family is about to go into foreclosure? With two friends in this situation right at this moment in time, I am wondering what the world will look like a year from now? With one friend here in my new location (and my favorite great carpenter/artist besides), and one back in my former home area... in this horrid situation because of balloon mortgages (or other deceptive practices involved in the mortgages they have) - I can't feel holidayish!

Pffft. While the politicians raise and blow billions on advertising campaigns to sway voters, the war continues ad nauseam, and as a nation we have taken our first step into being told where we can and cannot go in Asian waters by our key debt-holder? what will tomorrow bring? Good thing I got over Christmas and the holidays early on and was happy with a day where I had a pleasant dinner and no arguments among the participants!

The meaningless word "PEACE"

Sadly I have searched the online files looking for good coverage of what was supposed to be the national marches this weekend. C-span so far has failed to give ANY coverage at all.

Why do we value kindness and the values that really do matter, so little? Why must we bludgeon and murder one another and steal property and natural resources and yet our various representatives blah blah on in a blather about meaningless things that matter not at the end of the day? I ceased to understand while I was still in my 20's much less now. As a country I fear we are gone if no one will stand up to these heinous crimes against humanity. Culture? What culture? - a vapid vacuous absorption with Brittany or the Royal Family (whose conduct is none-to-pristine either - admit it) or a wider accumulation of bling and fancy cars? That is not humanity. And a college degree from an ivy league institution? ...that is what we have in this "cretin in charge" of this nation. The degrees and certificates are Meaningless for the most part in my opinion... many as much as purchased by family power, nothing more. As Shakespeare said... full of sound and fury meaning absolutely nothing!

Peace Please - peace! we are not paying attention

And to this I would add the photo of my friend and great artist, Dave Falciani - in memoriam. He knew.

New Orleans 2 years hence - Death of our Society

Losing - we are losing. Recently enduring the loss of four friends, all under age 60 - one a genius jazz artist only 46, I watched the recent newsreels updating information on the rebuilding of New Orleans. The only accurate programs were on Democracy Now! and even with more than one day dedicated to the Democracy Now! programming, it still does not depict the loss and suffering STILL THERE today.

True much of society and numerous organizations came into the area as immediately as they could to help, but our government did not. And while many organizations did do as much as they could do humanly, why are organizations such as the Red Boss ...I say that since the bosses of this group generally pocket much of the money raised!! - still listed as "lifesaving". It is time for the truth to come out across the country.

One of the goals since this horrid storm has been to privatize the city. This is a goal in many places in the U.S. and the ever present private military contractors such as "PollutedWater" and others - immediately sent into New Orleans and other storm areas - testify to this. It has only been the strongest and healthiest of the poor minorities in the city that have been able to either remain there - or rebuild. Were I strong and fiscally stable besides I would have hoped to have participated somehow...having visited the city in happier times to partake of the New Orleans Jazz and Heritage Festival.

The New Orleans climate always was awful for me personally - even in April/May at Jazz Fest time you would wring the perspiration out of your clothing if you were outside five minutes. Sunblock 100 was needed all the time. However the city was one of our most beautiful - but that is - not just buildings and homes and tropical growth. What matters? should easily have been the beautiful people and the culture and the music and artistic community...which were unique and cannot be replaced. And a good portion of this community were minorities - most were poor besides.

Similar to the neocons today and their blasphemous hatred of those in the gay community, this country has never really come to grips with it's hatred of minority populations, much less the poor besides. We don't acknowledge that the caste system is alive and well here in the U.S. Hell it is alive and well in the building I live in - those with their yachts here only a few months each year, will not even say hello to this white face in the elevator!!

Hatred needs to end here. And along with that, a proper sense of values based on a standard of honesty - integrity - sharing - kindness - and knowledge of the realities around us. We need to find new guidelines for judging both humans and situations...and based on a loving honest spirit and nothing else. I'm old now and won't be around a great many more years and I do not expect anything to change. Greed and avarice are the bywords here. A dulling of the senses has taken oven long ago - and the rich and powerful rationalize everything!!

Do most people recognize that ALL of the teacher's in New Orleans were fired as part of the aftermath of the storm? And now they are setting up private schools there? Will they use those same school busses that were allowed to flood instead of taking the poor out of the city? For me those busses symbolized the death of our culture - only the roof of what was, still appearing beneath the polluted waters below.

Then, we have been killing hundreds of thousands in Iraq, much less our own soldiers. For what? Oil? Land grabs? This area was the cradle of civilization and had a culture and system far outdating our own. New Orleans was "our" city with a cultural wealth that made it one of our finest examples of peoples living together, albeit in a less than perfect order. However do the executives and monied have the right now to take over and squeeze out the real citizenry? No. No, no, no, no - open your eyes America. New Orleans is only the first city in line for privatization because it was wiped out by the storm. It is the middleclass and poor that are being squeezed out.

What a place.

Warriors...the time has come

Tin soldiers and Nixon's coming...all dead in Ohio. We are brain dead watching the vapid innocuous crap on the TV and following along on C-span watching the "men in charge" taking no action except more talk. Our court system starting at the top is corrupt. Not everyone of course - but certainly all the key individuals. We have become a nation that more easily turns it's head away regarding our core values, as long as the gas guzzling Navigator purrs in the driveway - and the coffers overflow with huge sums to supply our platinum cards.

We need a warrior!! We need men prepared to take to the streets again and take the nation back. We are clearly in the last days of Rome and I am old and not physically strong enough to endure what has become of this country, much less the people around me. With a week that included the news that one of my very favorite jazz artists and someone I consider as close as a SON, is now fighting cancer. And in the same precarious position I have been in most of my life - uninsured or under-insured!! Michael Moore's latest documentary SICKO definitely hits the high spots of this issue - meanwhile we play the usual games - the legislature promptly coming out with new "plans" to cover 'children at least'...

Lies - more lies. There basically is not one area of important government oversight in this country which has not gone to hades in a handbasket since this administration took over. We are a country run by the corporation, for the corporation, and even moreso for the military supplier corporations and the drug companies and hospital/nursing home providers. Our education system is in a state of complete collapse, graduating only about 50% of students especially in inner city areas. Our journalists and new media are all owned by a handful of big corporations, and journalism has been prepackaged vacant press releases - imbedded with pure bull, for so long that no facts reach the public by and large.

We need a warrior. We need warriors. We need change and we must put honesty and integrity back into government. We need the total dissolution of campaign financing and to have this made a public endeavor with each person given the same time and space in print or televised arenas. We need a leveling of the tax structure and the throwing out of the free-pass for corporations - no more 'inversions' - no more tax cuts and deductions for contract labor. America first. Isolationism you say? hmmm we have to put Americans back to work.

With no sense of good future prospects here, I feel lifeless and sad beyond description. My father took this photo in New Guinnea during WWII. The complexity and problems of those times seemed so clear cut compared to today's corrupt sleazy world. I am at a loss.

Bridge is UP... my feet are up

After experiencing my first "gates open" at the bridge to the downtown port district, I came home and put my feet up since the sofa is finally here. Not exciting for anyone else, but a biggie for me since I had a very uncomfy futon for 15 year prior to this.

Lots of sighing today in my case, thinking of all the poor soldiers in Iraq and all the innocent lives lost by the moment each day with no action yet taken to bring things to a halt. What in hell is the matter with everyone - especially men in general. Why must aggression rule - why must they always reach out and take whatever it is they want with no regard for limb, much less the lives of those they have just taken from? It sure proved true in my personal life...men have by and large drained me into the vestige of myself that now remains.

What remains of the men who do manage to return from this fracas isn't going to be any good for their families frequently - returning from the hell of tropical heat, bugs and diseases. Mentally many will be harmed equal to or perhaps worse than those who returned from Vietnam...and I knew many that did not function after they did get back - ever!

Cindy Sheehan has walked away from her efforts / I still watch the Congress and Senate regularly, albeit not every day. I just cannot stand watching these blowhards blah blah - trying to pass a heinous immigration amnesty bill that would add trillions to our national debt paid on credit - while there is no money here at home for schools, roads, proper care for the Vets - much less the socialized medicine we so deeply need. I'm sick of everything. Good thing the sofa arrived.

April NorEaster ooooWooooOOp

Only sound effects would describe storms here. So I've now experienced my first NorEaster and I am duly impressed. These are photos taken by friend Brian: he not only braved the storm to take some pictures, but he and son Ben were out there in it until they were dripping, literally. Hearing the ooo's and eeee's and wooop's I heard a tapping at my door and there they were, dressed up like children always are going out to play in the snow - I should have gotten my own camera out and taken that photo.

Many vital lessons were learned that day, including the realities of my building and the leaks that followed. Did you know that some wind/rain can even penetrate a brick building? I didn't. I do now. But dramatic weather is one of life's interesting events and I can easily see it will never be dull living here. There are no bad views from my balcony -- and best of all, a rather eccentric sort such as myself doesn't even stand out in a crowd. That might be, the best part of all.

Thank You...Keith Olbermann

The hubris of Giuliani. You used the wording I would have used Keith, and said most of the things that need saying regarding this "candidate". Except that his record is far far deeper in mud as far as I am concerned - some of the crispest of which relates to all those who were UNABLE to file to receive food stamps or housing at a poverty level, because his staff had made the necessary "forms" to make such petitions, conveniently unavailable!!

In a country as rich as this one, where illegals are now given free healthcare and all sorts of other benefits many citizens cannot gain access to - what about those in real need of food and housing for their families, living at the poverty line? How many thousands more went cold and hungry during your administration, so you could look good on the "cutting the welfare roles" record. Unforgiveable and heinous.

The patronage that went on during your years in New York is nothing new in the world of politics as usual. The aftermath of the WTC event on September 11, is yet another thing. Any fool - and perhaps I am a big fool - recognized that the air for perhaps blocks and blocks around the building, could NOT be safe on any level. With those buildings having been built way back when? one could assume they contained asbestos - much less all the other types of chemical contaminants one would find from the explosion of two huge jet airliners?

You and Christine Todd Whitman of NJ are both equally culpable in not protecting the rescue workers - much less all those living in the areas immediately around the buildings.

But what about campaign funding - and where all the money for your campaigns has come from? Some through a man there in NY and his vulture fund rapes of certain African nations? I lack adequate personal research to speak to that in more depth - but that should also place you in the "no vote" register. Crimes against humanity. And today you added in more fearmongering. Go away Rudy you are completely disgusting.

OK! So now how about removing Roughneck Limbaugh and Swill O'Reilly from public airwaves?

A Women w/adam's apple accuses who? of what?

Ann Coulter needs to be on unemployment, thank you very much. What a week with the likes of Scooter Libby having the audacity to go after an appeal in the court system. And we should pardon him? Please! Nothwithstanding that Patrick Fitzgerald was apparently somewhat culpable regarding issues pertaining to bin Laden way back when (so perhaps his actions are penance, or is this just another diversionary tactic [my cynicism knows no bounds with D.C. right now])... what is the world coming to.

Journalists of course are no longer journalists by and large; but HAD the actual evidence of this administration's imperialistic mindset and/or the original document written years before we immersed ourselves in this debacle come to light, would the public have paid attention?

With American Idol and drivel like most of the reality TV shows holding sway, along with the Roman games in the form of sporting events, taking the attention of a percentage of the rest of the public - who is minding the store? Robert Frisk of London's Independent paper writes that since many people never considered the residents of this country (Iraq) worthy of their concern in the first place, it's only been the rude reality of the emptying of our coffers and our own soldiers deaths that have finally awakened the public. Not everyone sadly - but from personal observation I went hoarse for the first few years of this war, trying to break the spell of the propaganda even among my friends for Pete's sake.

Calling John Edwards a faggot is humorous coming from a "woman" whose adam's apple is larger than most men's. She even walks like a man, and other than being the American ideal of thin and rich - there is nothing feminine or appealing about this broad. Coarse.

The hubris of this remark in view of the fact that there are actually video clips of Rudy Giuliani in drag standing aside Donald Trump. And many in the public sector are supposedly supporting Giuliani? They should research the "vulture loans" and how many huge sums bilked from third world countries (through these loans and their perpetrators) have been fed back into the campaigns of the likes of W and 'supposedly' Giuliani?

And Rudy? Wasn't Rudy in good measure responsible for not protecting workers in the 9/11 cleanup? Not to mention his actions which, while cleaning up street violence, often resorted to extreme tactics in doing so - and his welfare reforms which threw huge numbers of people into the red zone of nothingness? It is time for the public to get rid of their amnesia and also to start reading.

Also we are long overdue for the Republican party overall to take a harsh look at the bombastic blowhards like Limbaugh and a cast of thousands whose personal lives won't hold up to any close scrutiny. How many have been involved in scandals surrounding double lives, thieving and pilfering of public funds - and in the case of those now highest up - downright lies leading into national fiscal bankruptcy and the murdering of hundreds of thousands in the Middle East?

Ann Coulter just fits right in with the rest of these invidivuals...just another corrupt, strange being. And this week, another Republican male cutie has turned out to be gay...shown in photos with Coulter? Homosexuality is not an illness or a "choice" - and this is another area where the public (especially in the U.S.) needs to grow the "f" up. There are good and bad folks in that sector of society - just as there are in all the other groups. It is the lifetime concealment of the fact that carries with it, inherent dangers and hypocrisy.

Time to connect the dots. Follow the money. Vulture funds - forced resignations of Federal Judges - campaign funding and full disclosure. I vote we give every candidate X amount of free TV/radio airtime and disallow ALL funding over $100 - and make it illegal to work through laws and form groups for the soul purpose of creating a 'workaround' to go beyond the laws. Throw out lobbying all together. I'll be buried and gone and won't be holding my breath.

the RABBIT in the room

A white rabbit seems just the appropriate present for the arrival of my 2nd brand new nephew in Scotland. Welcome to the world Neil. Arriving during a veritable perfect storm of global issues, I can only hope that by time he and his cousin Ewan are grown, that the world has replaced greed, avarice and obfuscation with proper caring perspectives.

Passing of the rebuttal to the pressie's new surge plans in Iraq this week, took over three days of machinations...during which how many more lives were lost in the Middle East? While watching this I also managed to catch another news program showing information on something new - something called a "vulture fund" and this new work-around regarding how to bilk money out of third world countries! (probably not new - just newly being revealed to the general public)

Please look this up - any of you who do still read my blog -- since it relates to a billionaire in New York name of Singer, who is also a chief contributor to this pressie - as well as an organizer and contributor to Guiliani and his plans - and connected directly to Jack Abramoff and a host of other bad guys.http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/
hi/programmes/newsnight/6362783.stm
** link seems not to work - lookup "Singer and vulture funds" and you will find all sorts of current information

Seems manipulation of the stock market is not bad enough - add in all the pilfered monies in not only Iraq, but monies taken from real needs in New Orleans during Katrina and ongoing - as well as from the Tsunami relief, is just not enough! Now these big crooks have found a way to - repurchase the original debtor relief loans made to third world countries, traffic them through the court systems in the UK - thereby somehow transferring that loan with huge unpaid balance and interest amounts tacked on - into the U.S. - and in turn directly to 1600 PA Avenue where the pressie can sign off on this.

The last piece is apparently where the third world country - is then OWING not the original loan amount of $10 million - but now owes someone like this man Singer (or others) $400 million, payment of which then empties the coffers of the country once and for all, eliminating all monies for schools, highways, infrastructure.

I understand extortion since I just received a 1-day turn around ambulance bill for $2,073 for a 10 mile trip of my mother from the nursing home to the hospital - back and forth in the January cold, despite the fact that she has a Living Will - and she herself requested "not" to be taken to hospital. Central Bucks Ambulance and United Medical Transport (from the nearby city) I am sure would blah blah me to death with their overhead and justifications for such billings were I to contact them about this blackmail, so no sense in raising my own bloodpressure. As if the $76m per year for the nursing home, is not enough. Sure this billing goes into Medicare, but a portion of it will not be covered and end up in my mailbox shortly. I personally consider this Medicare fraud - but then that's just me. It is a nice sunny day here and I'm choosing to enjoy it as much as I can.

Clearly though everything is out of control. And it is the crooks who are running everything - and I do mean 'everything'. The elephant or rabbit in the room is greed, avarice, obfuscation. Lies lies and more lies.